touch me please

i've got a crush on lights;

UGH TOUCH ME

lifeless nights

i can't take this madness anymore; so yah, my life hasn't been the best lately. but i'm still with kaylee<3 yay, we've been together for half a year. though i do hate how we have become distant, i know she'll always be there for me. ugh i fucking hate my life though, i love that twitter understands how i feel. so i lost my bestfriend jacob, i can never see him again.. because the school thinks that we skip together. like what the fuck, we never skip together. so ms. fucking laidlaw can go fuck herself because i don't give a shit. i'm going to set her car on fire one day :-) well class is almost over i'm so glad, i need to BLOW DIS JOINT YO. hehehehelololol i'm so gay, i'm kaylees gay girlfriend. i really do love her.. it makes me feel odd because i've never really loved anymore. but she's different dear blogspot she's different. well that's all untill i go home & write more and blahblahblah. shit jasmines coming. ugh omg, lights haircut. please touch me~<3

i should have kissed you

so, shockingly i had a so so day, talked to treviee, and kaylee<3 i feel so fuzzy on the inside right now, maybe it's her.. who knows, but she's just everything i could ask for, i'm not even lying. i'm not going to school tomorrow, just don't feel like it :c buuut, i get to talk to her tomorrow! yay, i'm so happy. i mean i talk to her almost everyday, but tomorrow, tomorrow's going to be a good day for me. theres blood on my hands, that's something i cannot forget. i'm listening to Escape the Fate, i hate them but yeah, my phones on shuffle. i'm planning on going to warped in Detroit muahahaha, i bet kaylee's going to ditch me when she see's MMF -.- i'll feel so loved. mmm, chai tea<3 i love chai tea, and cats for that matter. cats are my life. i'm tweeting like a fiend aha. if anyones interested, my twitter is @wordsarekiller, i might change my name doe. it's getting really boring. ugh jen's leaving on friday.. i can't say i won't miss her, but i don't know how i'm going to deal with the change. i don't adapt to change, i diverge from it. i've learned to run from all things uncomfortable. but anyways, i felt like shit earlier, but treviee listen to my shit life, and now i feel like a million arizonas. anywho, i'm gonna go now. deuces.